Please Try Again

I can't control this urge to cry

You made me feel like my life was a lie

Now your back, claiming you care

Constantly nagging, dont you see it's not fair?

It not fair of you to keep coming back

Months, years later when my lifes back on track

You keep making promises but they always fall through

So why can't you understand thatI can't believe you?

So many times you've lied to me

So now when your words lack authenticity

You seem not to know the pain you enscribed

Wondering why you've been denied-

The one you say you hold so dear

Yet your vision not quite clear

You keep on attacking the sweet "innocent one"

Have you forgotten you also have a son?

Prove to me you have something to show for my pain

Think about it keep racking your brain

Because you'll come to nothing worth all the tears

Nothings worth the pain you've caused the past few years.




Author's Notes/Comments: 

When you've heard one thing so manytimes and you know it lacks truth, why even bother beliving it again? When I see that you have something that makes up for all the pain you have caused then maybe I'll consider trusting, believing in your love once more. Until then? I'd rather goin on with placing my life back together.

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Reco Humphrey's picture

very well written piece. another great one, although I haven't been through this your words have taken me on an emotional journey. Thanks for posting this. Peace out

Sherry Knee's picture

yeah, i know what u mean. when ppl say that they love u or promise u things that they will do and not hearing from them for months and even years. Ppl are dumb and dont know just how much they impact other peoples lives.
I like ur poem schmidtty! keep up the awesome work.
luv a friend,
shermany