Sometimes

Sometimes when I think of you I cry

Sit in my room and ask myself why,

Why don't you love me?



Sometimes I wonder why you hate me

Why you look at me so scornfully

Why you act as if I deserve to die



Sometimes I feel your words so strong

Telling me things I know are wrong

Telling me I'm stupid



Sometimes I believe your drunken shit

Or maybe I'm to blind to finally admit

That your words are true




























Author's Notes/Comments: 

My dad... he still cares... so he says..

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Reco Humphrey's picture

Never knew my real dad so I had to settle for poo poo head.It's strange how the childhood years are and how what happens in our pass can cripple us for life I battle these demons everyday.thanks for posting these master pieces. you've really got my mind going.

Sherry Knee's picture

yeah, the past really does hurt and sometime so does the present. Ur dad probably does care about u but he doesnt know how to show it. maybe he wasnt cut out to be a father becasue if he understood the pain u suffer from his words and actions, he would stop doing it.
anyways, keep smiling!!! :)
Luv a friend,
Sherry

robertpaullocke's picture

join the club. been there done that. I understand your pain. I go through it as well with my dad.

Cat Deale's picture

Sometimes words hurt more then actions, or vice versa
Sometimes peopleare so confused they say things they dont mean
Sometimes we regret things
Soemtimes we just dont know
Great job *as always* Schmidty