Crippled

A fall on my knee

Sends pain shooting through me

A visit to the doc

Watching the hours passin on the clock

Unknown conclusion

Pissed off with so much confusion

A year of Physio

Yet they still don't know

2years later surgery finds the source

Crippled pain, tossed off course

Can't do this can't do that

In the docs office quietly sat

No baseball, no running, no fun

What the hell have they done?

Screw that I'll do it anyway

I mean really, what can they say?

"you'll only hurt it more"

Turn around I'm walking out the door

To see the pain you'd never know

I never let the hurt show

The Xrays continue but not on my knee

Wait patiently see what the doc has to tell me

An accidental finding on my leg

My hopes my dreams begin to sag

It's nothing serious that they can tell

If you feel pain give a yell

Every 6 month the xrays continue

Is there nothing I can do?

To help this spot on my bone?

So many thoughts to ponder when I'm alone

What if it's cancer and I might die?

Just the thought makes me want to cry

Go on with life continue to live

Until the day I finally give.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

3 years ago I hurt my knee, and after years they find the problem, fix it and another problem comes up. A accidential finding on the bone in my left leg. A big spot on my bone, what is it? they don't know. So now I have Xrays every 6 months! I get scared sometimes.. so scared..

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Sherry Knee's picture

dont be scared Robin, its probably nothing. :)