Looking Back

As I turn my back on what we had

A tear trickles down for I am sad

When we were one, our love was grand

But it was my fault it had no chance to expand

What's done is done, theres no way back now

Even if there was I wouldn't know how-

To mend the heart that I did break

Not knowing that our friendship was at stake

One thing that it all had fell for

Give anything to have that once more

I call your name but you can't hear

And once more that brings a tear

Your arms that will hold me no more

For your tender words that told me what I was living for

Your friendship that held me succure and tight

Through anything and everything my life seem just right

But now- theres noting just a gigantic  hole

Guarded fiercly by a steeming Troll

Left looking back on what we had

I got what I wanted to be free and just friends, shouldn't I be glad?










Author's Notes/Comments: 

I miss the friendship that I didn't want to lose, even though we say it's still there, it seems as if I am missing the best part of it.

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Hey babes...u know what? i think u miss something else...but ure too afraid to let urself know...well schmidty...lets hope 2002 brings us some good memories...and some good poems.. :O) Luck in the new year... luv jenn BFFL.