I thought I needed "it"
That I couldn't live with out, not even for a bit
The need, the want, the thought so pure
But now that I have "it" I'm not so sure
Dust of disapointment swept off the floor
But the feelings I felt I don't feel them anymore
I know the words will cause pain, this I fear
But I know it's the words "it" needs to hear
I'll think about "it" make sure I'm right
For "it" to hate me, I think that "it" might
I didn't think it would ever be like this
And now I'm left with just one wish
The wish, not to be haunted
By what I THOUGHT I wanted.
I can relate :*) Im feeling better, I hope you do too! Dont forget that Ill be here for you Schmidty!! love, Kitty Cat ~^^~