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Blinded by Self Stupidity

I was blind to myself

I couldn't see clear

It's me all the time

It's my fault..

That I'm not happy

As much as I should be

I pushed him away

For I was afraid

Scared of what may be

But why didn't I see what really was?

Why couldn't I leave the past where it belongs?

In the past

Blinded by my own stupidity

I passed up the best thing

Something that made me happy

Something I couldn't live without

I'm scared to hurt him

Scared to admit things that could be

Because I'm afraid

Blinded by my own stupidity

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Make sence? I dunno but it's true, I'm my own worst enemy. I battle  day in and day out with something I may never over come.

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last updated 12 October 2010 - 4:11am
©12 November 2001 - 1:26am — starlite_angel
13 November 2001 - 1:26am — Patrick Patterson (not verified)
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No not stupid. A women with a womens heart and soul.We are love, and only love can make a fool.peace, angel