So tired but can't catch a wink
Feel I might nod off at the next blink
To tired to do anything, can't even sleep
Try to cry, but can't shed a single tear to weep
Overwhelmed with feelings I can't seem to control
Cant seem to crawl out of this tiny but huge hole
Things so simple, I can't understand
To tired to walk for I can barely stand
Depression like before draws to a near
My vision, I try but cannot wipe clear
Painful words echo in my mind
Thought upon though drags me further behind
Lay in my bed to tired to eat
Listen in the silence to my slow and quiet heartbeat
No matter how I try to sleep my body wont succumb
I cant seem to get myself out of this slum
I'm too withdrawn to far from reach
Something sucking at my life some kind of godly leach
My mind is messed I cannot feel
But I brush it off, it's not a big deal
Hopelessly confused
Mind untouched but used
I don't know how much more I can bare
I'm just too tired to care.
I get days like that, when youre too tired to even sit up and the whole world feels like it is against you and all you want to do it die ~^^~