Drained

So tired but can't catch a wink

Feel I might nod off at the next blink

To tired to do anything, can't even sleep

Try to cry, but can't shed a single tear to weep

Overwhelmed with feelings I can't seem to control

Cant seem to crawl out of this tiny but huge hole

Things so simple, I can't understand

To tired to walk for I can barely stand

Depression like before draws to a near

My vision, I try but cannot wipe clear

Painful words echo in my mind

Thought upon though drags me further behind

Lay in my bed to tired to eat

Listen in the silence to my slow and quiet heartbeat

No matter how I try to sleep my body wont succumb

I cant seem to get myself out of this slum

I'm too withdrawn to far from reach

Something sucking at my life some kind of godly leach  

My mind is messed I cannot feel

But I brush it off, it's not a big deal

Hopelessly confused

Mind untouched but used

I don't know how much more I can bare

I'm just too tired to care.

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I get days like that, when youre too tired to even sit up and the whole world feels like it is against you and all you want to do it die ~^^~