Pushing You Away?

There are days that I feel helpless like I'm left with out a clue

There I days that I feel needed, left with thoughts of you.

There are days when I feel so lost and confused.

I feels days like that theres far to much to lose.

I want to pull you close but your to far to touch

When I don't hear your voice I miss you so much.

I can't have you beside me, something I need to realize

I pray to myself, you wont hear my lonely cries.

I want you, I need you, each day your away from me,

It grows stronger, tell me will we ever be?

Did i push you away with my feelings when making them known?

Are all my oppertunities nothing but blown?

Oh I long for your silent tongue a whisper in my ear

Will it be the answer I long for or the one that sheds a tear?

Do you say the things you do  because you  really feel?

Or because my innocence you think you can steal?

I think your words are all true

But I think of my past, and it makes me blue

I'm trying to let go of the past I left behind

I'm trying to move on, but the pasts darkness are making my feelings hard to find.

I don't know how to tell you the things I feel inside

I cant get the words out, yet I have nothing to hide.

If I've pushed you away, know I didn't mean to

But know this, the words I said,were only to you.

Not just some guy that seemed to pass me by.

They were to you,why would I lie?

Just let me know  how you feel,

So that my wounds inside will have the chance to heal.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Soemtimes the words we say can totally screw  you in the end.

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hey dear....i know this feelin...but just remember...people cant love you...if u dont let them in...Keep it real...FFL You crazee mofo! luv ya Jenn