Run to my room, slam the door
This seems like the only room I can't hear the screaming through the floor
Turn up my music so loud
Luckily the fighting doesn't draw a crowd
It seems their always fighting
More and more I find myself hiding
Trying to find a way out
Searching for hope which is cornered by the doubt
Fight back tears, fears
That builds up in my mind
The yelling screams up from below
What their doing to me do they even know?
The pain they cause in me is so excruciating
What will happen next I am contemplating
I don't cry
But my emotions fly
Raging out, my anger snaps
Waiting for the moment I collapse
My body trembling wildly
The shouts, slowly, mildly
Calming.
And finally it's over
For tonight
And maybe it just might not be
This bad tomorrow night
Yeah...ive been there...man the more I read..the more I realize we're so much alike..HAHAHAHA maybe thats why we tight for life! :O) luv ya BFFL. jenn