How many lifetimes have I passed through,
Only to fall back on my face?
What have I become now,
But a shell thats melting in the rain?
Impurity.
My hands are dirty and raw
Burning as the blood pumps through
My touch would be like murder
Hair unkept, face unclean
Plastered with its whore paint
Insecurity.
Invisible bandages cover my vision from the truth
It exists somewhere out there
I'm hiding here in the corner
Repetition.
Chew and swollow, thats all it takes
Just slow steps in my own reality
Paranoia.
No one can stay invisible for long
Will my thoughts eat me first?
Same scars, different battles
The haunting voices linger in the air
Those faces.
Banding into one, circulating through my mind
Creating a mental rape attempt
My breath becomes heavier
Only anxiety.
...nothing more
Im not one to get off on my own insanity
your words are very deep in this poem..i understood it very well and felt the emotion. i think everyone woman has gone through this once in their life..