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The hollow space where you stepped from my atmosphere felt so empty;
void of all feeling substance. It seems you even took the air with you.
As you left I felt my contentment tearing away.
i held my hands awkwardly half shut, half open;
it was all I could do to stop myself physically clawing for it
a coldness swooped in and claimed your previously occupied space as its own, hanging itself around me... A strange essence, with the ability to call out my confidence and destroy its underlying ego. It taunted me with the relative ill ease consuming my thoughts. As I watched each drawn out pace spreading you further away, your physicality dissolving in to the clatter and garbled amusements of the facetious element hoarded into the smoke hazed ornate ballroom.
It was clear you had no intentions of pandering to my insecurities, or remotely interested in any other of my womanly charms
A beast of bested burden; how easily he laid upon my heart like a warm blanket
His cruelties stung me with passion, his empty words grew me to love him in spite of him. How easily he tangled my well formed opinions and pulled my perceptions from under me! I felt I was dancing on an ever shifting carpet afraid for dear life about to topple over the edge and ever rescued from the finite moment...
Appalled by my countenances, compelled by my indignation, repelled by my eagerness, yet, still there ghostly and taunting.
But I had seen it.
A gold moment of freedom, of warmth in his eyes and I pained to see it again. It was this dust particle lit by the sun emanating a warmth to fill the rooms empty space with such a gorgeous sweet freedom, of dancing upon lightness and air!
Eye to eye, soul to soul. In that fraction of a moment it had happened and he was driven to erase it with all and any counter actions. Knowingly I begin to feel a slight crescent nudging the corner of my mouth as I realise suddenly picking up my ego and dusting the cold off my shaken confidence... Impossible. I left, knowing the manipulations that would follow with the kind of surety of knowing one with a complete intimacy aged of many years an yet it had only Been 3 days, 3 complete life times. One fraction of eternity. I walked never looking back knowing it was I leaving the void behind me.
I did not care for wanton games this evening. I am not a plaything contented to puzzle over strings dangling of bobs, bits and things. As the cab rolled up and I was safely tucked inside, I thought of the ensuing orchestration of our physicality. I felt with such fervour we would meet again soon. That was three lifetimes ago. And I still won't let myself falter.
I write to pass this endless time.
Wow!
Just one more reason I love you! :-)
Naaaawwww, total blush!
Naaaawwww, total blush! (*^_^*) thanks b!
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
!!!!?!!!! -?...?
!!!!?!!!! -?...?
Aside from the obvious lack
Aside from the obvious lack of periods and other various grammar devices (((((I LOVE THIS!)))))
Dont look for me, I'll find you ~Moonshadow
Awwwwwwe! Thanks
Awwwwwwe! Thanks mooooooooooooonshaaaaaaaadow, you're baaaaaaack! YeahY! :D
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
UGH!
I was walking with my paper, and pen.
Gently I scribbled words, but also with a fervent passion,
and then I heard it..
I looked up to locate the shouting, and I found myself within SSmoothies domain.
Bitch was ranting, and raving upon a chair with her fist it the air expressing her irrational, but logical emotions!
You know what I then did after I heard, and read each word that escaped your mouth?
I ripped the poem I was writing into papered confetti, and walked off muttering my "Ooo's & Ah's" over such brilliancy,
and what mine was lacking.
UGH!
Love. <33
"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo
Oh my bitch! Auto incorrecto!!? Sorry Hun! Spose 2b Im stunned!
Just saw this comment and felt awful I didn't check it! I was in a rush sorry my lovely! Stunned biah Why'd you rip up a work of art!?!? If only there was a bloody undo button in 'real life'? I envy you because you have what I lack, as for the oohs and ahhhhs youre miles away from catching up with mine... <3 u my favourite bitch ;) btw moonshadow knows her shit! ;) ill be sending tape with that T shirt lol!
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
You are one of the most
You are one of the most amazing writers on here Ashes! I couldnt imagine you ripping up anything! Got some tape? =]
Dont look for me, I'll find you ~Moonshadow
Thanks so much xx hugss
Thanks so much xx hugss
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."