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all this time, you were just a phantom I assigned

to your face...

to your hard shape and soft eyes.

a phantasm

a love imprinted on your soma by my soul

so desperately wanting to see yours.

and here I am, calling you to me again

with no right after a thousand revelations

and every suffered revocation

youd think I'd learn why you disappeared?

but you will never be gone from me

I can sense these things.

my eidolon's soul fits you perfectly

Youre my perfect idea of beauty

all your crookedness and pain

every hunger in your eyes,

every burn in your touch,

the redemption you belive you will find in my destruction

to hell with the truth.

Im in love with your lovely brand of pain

the phantom of your sex

the soul of your love lies too well with you for me

I am convinced.

My vision of who I insist you are is all I need.

a breath on the wind and that look in your eyes,

still; all this time, a phantom i assigned.

a blueprint so well laid, in my heart and soul

I still believe you should be mine.

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 
soma1
ˈsəʊmə/
noun
noun: soma; plural noun: somas
  1. 1.
    Biology
    the parts of an organism other than the reproductive cells.
  2. 2.
    the body as distinct from the soul, mind, or psyche

    Origin

eidolon
ʌɪˈdəʊlɒn/
noun
literary
noun: eidolon; plural noun: eidola; plural noun: eidolons
  1. 1.
    an idealized person or thing.
  2. 2.
    a spectre or phantom.
late 19th cent.: from Greek sōma ‘body’.
 
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Love that line-the phantom of

Love that line-the phantom of your sex