losing the will to write

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tragedy

I find myself sinking

theres no use for bargaining

inspiration has no vent

stealing thoughts

from my own mind

evaporating them

 into the thin air

in the sombre night

cries for resistence

fell profoundly deaf

the crusades have long taken flight

bleeding love through my fingertips

with every cause to cite

alas,

no time to write

I lay lost,

desperate and lying for a broken art

my soul it seems

refuses,

to annoint my plight

even a knighted fool baring arms

could not move this heart to join hand

in word weaving

as part of me lies dying

lost on the wind; 

a silent prayer floats

ending the will

to

fight 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

almost finally!

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INKSTAIN's picture

You must never loose the urge

You must never loose the urge to rewrite! This place just wouldn't be right! Word weaver extrodinaire! 

SSmoothie's picture

Thanks ink I haven't yet,

Thanks ink I haven't yet, just the means have changed. I'm struggling physically To write trust me the urge is omnipresent! ;) hugss thanks for you kind support bro.


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

Unseen.warfare's picture

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! Keep

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! Keep fighting.

SSmoothie's picture

Thanks always great to read

Thanks always great to read and hear from you friend! :) 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

Diamond_Wills_New_War's picture

On the edge about to fall

On the edge about to fall over

Almost welcoming the darkness and I feel fuckin' lost

I don't read anymore

And my writing has lost touch

Is it the end

This poem struck me in ways ai wish it hadn't


Long days and pleasant nights

Diamond

SSmoothie's picture

The thing about diamonds is

The thing about diamonds is that they always manage to capture the smallest amount of light and reflect it back so much brighter! No this is not the end just a detour. No time no energy no break means we need to call on a higher power outside ourselves an act of faith in your self. Even I when so low death, theft, work struggles, emptional struggles,  health struggles theres still life and love in me that wants to live and feel joy. But its up to me. So im getting pff my sorry ass and doing something aboiut it one small change at a time. Like drinking tea instead of coffee... join me? Hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

SSmoothie's picture

what a fricken headache! its

what a fricken headache!

its finally done!

 

they stole my ipad and broke my heart Im writing on a shit phone it feels like my hands have been cut off! hope you all are having a better time.


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

allets's picture

Thought Theft

I broke two brand new Dell  computers - top of the line - I was lost. Using grandson's Samsung, May get a Samsung, cheaper to replace or an office machine from Apple - durable, for a new desk I will purchase. Keep it in one place. Steal that, sucker! - anyway enjoyed the write, sorry for the theft, but loved the line "...stealing thoughts from my own mind..." it appealed to something in my head that is very personal. How did you know? Be well, get out of the funk - it's hard I know, electronics are costly, theft of them outrageous! - If love can make you feel better - MUAH!!!! ~ Lady A ~


 

 

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Love makes all the difference

Love makes all the difference in the world. Every other emotion extends from love even hate spawned is a by product of defending love. Muah! Much love n respect always ss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."