Dearest Unworthy Love

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The world is still

and all I feel

is the vibration of you.

 

Closer. 

 

it comes darkly 

rising through my body 

etching my soul with invitations.

Scrawling love-notes of hope that

dont exist anymore.

 

clawing at my bones,

flesh for fantasy 

i wonder if I still exist in your light 

as you callously walk through me

Throwing icicles into my

longing open inscriptions.

 

do you still hold

dreams of the past hidden 

somewhere your soul?

 

Are you hiding too? 

 

Closer.

 

Loves memory scrawled

in every space between 

Every part of me

Searching.

 

that longing

dearest unworthy love

drudges its self up through me again 

making me mouth words

I don't want to mean anymore 

 

Yet the absence of you

pulls me into darkness further 

 

Close.

 

Gnawing at my soul 

Death for eternity 

I wonder if you remember

how close we came

as you casually walk by me  

thrusting icy regrets into my fractures 

 

do you still hold warm

memories of the past hidden 

somewhere your heart?

 

so close...

 

If you knew would you

reach out and touch me? 

 

Gone.

 

I am hollow, marrowless,

I miss you

deep in my bones.


 


 

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Very real. Not many are made

Very real. Not many are made to love unconditionally. It is a calling. Love this, SSmoothie <3 

 

Also, SSmoothie, very common nowadays that people have 'bone and muscle' pain. I attribute it to the lack of structure in their emotional makeup...and loss of spiritual development to support it.   It leaves them very vulnerable. It might just be a croc, but this is what makes sense to me on an esoteric level.

 

 

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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

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I actually agree. Physical

I actually agree. Physical symptoms often have emotional roots! Well said! 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Just re wrote this

Just did a re write on this.  tell me what you think my Pp peeps n crew? HugSS 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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dry and parched, the love we

dry and parched, the love we had,

 

deep in my memory,

 

i wander through mirages,

 

like this photo of you and me,

 

and though it's badly weathered ,

 

donned with cracks, it's fading shade,

 

the sweetness lingers deep within,

 

about the love we made,

 

my fist is clenched, the beads of sweat,

 

fragmented, splintered glass,

 

forever leaving one concern,

 

"why can't i throw it in the trash?"

 

 

 

 

1:37 AM 6/23/2013


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

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BravoBravo! Post it! Love it!

BravoBravo! Post it! Love it! Hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."