Www. A bad day...

Its all escaping me

my grasp is as ghostly as a spectre

nothing is within reach 

 

The noisy dead 

craved the quiet living 

but I can't seem to get away

 

I'm stuck here listening to warnings 

plagued by spirits unknown 

exhumed feelings fill me 

 

These emotiohs are not my own

i, just once, would like to wallow

in my own misery

without a spiritual trump

ok, alright,

I'm lucky I'm not dead 

but can't I be the unluckiest one 

Instead? 

 

pain is pain 

its all the same 

I want the quiet  spaces in my mind

to be just mine... 

 

no entities lurking in the corners

No presence of mind other than mine...

 

those quiet moments are rare

and how I treasure them so! 

think yourself lucky

that where ever you go

there's no ex-people nagging you

to go where they want to go!

and often the nagging is so beyond reason 

I've been to houses

I don't know to give a message of teasing!

slammed doors in my face

and call backs as i enter my car

the shock fades

and they know who it once were

That Needed to say then everything 

most times becomes ok 

Rather than being stunned

and think im a mental...

 

the stories I could tell

with my adventures from hell,

but they only served

to keep me alive and wEll.

 

life is For the living

so don't forget before your gone

to be the kind ,happy, giving adventurous one,

because apparently purgatory is as boring as shit

and most apparitions can't wait to get out if it! 

 

Word! 

 

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Word up! ;) hugss 

Word up! ;) hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Word for Word

what they said AND: I talk to myself aka I talk to my phantoms - they arise and fill up all the space in the brain until they just occur using my vocal chords. writing helps and saves. beat down bad, elevate the best you got and live with the balance, I say. It's and old saying, but life has a shortness to it that as you age becomes really huge. Be and stay well, ya pal ~~A~~


 

 

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Lol! We all talk to someone

Lol! We all talk to someone in our minds be it phantoms, god, our conscience etc it's more normal than anything do what gets you through, my dear Allets and I do agree life definitely has a shortness to it! Hugss! 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."