It is still God damned there!

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Soul mates

I turned, and you were in the doorway,
I didnt care why you were there
Or how you came I was shell shocked
a thousand thunder bolts hit me
As your smile rose to greet me
You Hung in the door,arms locking any escape
I was on my way out I stood there
And you tried to chit chat I just stared
Though I was always the master of
The stony hard glare I hope I kept it.
You asked me something about something
I made my excuses to leave
tearing my feet away willing myself
God damn you looked so good
I took you in the sight of you
as much as I could that jawline
Those eyes I felt tongue-tied as
I muttered I had to leave
and though my shoulders turned
to face the door my feet disobeyed
The moment was electric
though there were others in the room
in that moment a billion years
Of longing in that look, eyes locked,
Hearts connected I was annoyed
with the ease you unsettled me
And cursed myself and recovered,
excuse me, I've got to go...
You didn't move and all that was
In the way of me my clear mind and sanity
Was you and your tall dark muscular frame
And an ache in my heart swallowed all pride
And I chided myself that I wouldn't be undone
I just wanted to melt in your arms
its awkward now Since others suspect
What we've known all along ... Come on move
I've got to go! I looked up into your eyes
Pleading . Your glint softened and relinquished
Half the space in the door by lowering your arm.
I had to turn a slide through to pass brushing you
Nice plan, but I softened almost begging with
Desperate tortured eyes, your grin faded
and you groped your gaze to the floor.
I wanted to hold you but it was written on the wall,
That for us to fall would destroy us all.
This isn't fun anymore like the game it used to be
So damn close in eachother minds and thoughts.
You can't go back on it now, we've decided.
It nearly tore everyone apart. And that was when
And still, we've never touched or said as much.
There was so much mote to us there still is...
You stepped back from the door little more
and I just grazed you. But before I could get passed
in this drunken state the heat of your body
Called out to mine and like a magnetic force that
Propelles us in time and space and the soulmates place
And the reality of having sworn to deny fate
The scent of a real man with a light cologne
As soft and gentle as a lamb with everything understood,
Not a word or a trace for more than a year
I know you felt it too the elastic band snap as your wife
Came up behind you, and I left to be one for another man.

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