Like split hairs for soup (Split Hair Soup)

splitting hairs.
The way it is
Is the way 
it will be,
Until you really
See into me.
For both you 
and I are free,
To ponder and 
To wonder life's 
big mystery.

At times I concede
I can be 
In speech, worn
And wearing 
Sometimes 
we butt heads 
just for kicks,
And sometimes 
we just don't mix!

Like water for chocolate
I'm a confection of disaster's
Predilection,
What I write
may not wash 
Or be worn well.
But, hung out to dry
For all who pry
The response typically
Some sort of wind, a
Positive or negative sigh
Melting perfectly 
or curdling under 
Drops from
A steaming collar.

Like vinigar for wine
I can be crass
ok,  thats fine.
But at least 
 I'm willing
To put it all 
Out there and 
Put my self 
on the line.
With the courage of
Conviction in and out
Of rhyme
Don't like,
don't read
Don't envy
Or tease
There's simply 
No need
If we don't
Agree.

Like prayers for spells
Charismatic interference
Tends to tune out
Your technical wizardry,
And radiology
Willing or unwilling 
My waves Here 
under this radar have 
some impact regarding
A personal frequency
and if perchance 
You really want to 
See the totality of me
Not just a blip;
I am many things,
though rarely a hypocrite 
I'd rather take a 
hypocratic  oath
Of the soul
And bless the many.
I never hate 
I always forgive.
Live and let live.

Why should I hide 
From anyone or
anything? 
I am a human being 
With a gift to lift 
The sorrow 
and give insight 
for tomorrow
I didn't ask for 
this burdenous gift
It's my lot in life to 
Help mend the rift
Never a pleasure,
Always a pain.

Through the lines 
and particles
Of lightning shadows
I sift remains.
I puzzle I remuddle
And reconfigure again
Codex, codex and codex again
All that's left 
to regain is knowing 
That even though
I think It's crazy
I function perfectly sane

And every now and then
Something happens 
So sublime, in that you 
Understand me 
and in
That simpatico 
I become 
For one brief moment 
Like spices for wine
And
Food for thought,

Un-Like a hair for soup...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Often people don't understand how or why I am the way that I am. I get pretty tired of the misunderstandings and false accusations. And explaining that just like any other human being I get tried and tested, weak and tired but i work hard to achieve my goals. Decoding and coding are pretty tough for me. Anyway as for the rivalry and envy, I have had my fill. I'm now getting immovably fat from it ;) I forgive you all in advance for thinking I'm a pompous ass and readily accept any advice or criticisms. Sharing is caring ;) hugs SS PS. keep you sense of humor close at all times you never know when you're gonna need it! That's my motto. Fun first reverence a close second ;) have a great day!

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i think

you are wonderful

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Totally ditto!

As a person and as a poet :)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Perhaps if no one truly looks

Perhaps if no one truly looks to see what you are they'll never understand. The poems you post say it all. You are for sure are a human being with an awesome gift!
This a really great poem. At times I feel like not even my family truly knows who I am.... Not to make a joke but a couple nights ago I found a long ass hair in my curry.. I was pissed! That's besides the point of my comment. Again great work.

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Lol that's my point exactly

Lol that's my point exactly it made you think about something you didn't want to think about lol! But seriously what did you think first thoughts when you pulled that hair out? That's what my family think of me lol! That poem is how my family see me me and I am very impressed that you drew your own parallels. It's very difficult to explain why I won't go somewhere or do something tht for them is trivial, for me depending on what spirit, echo or emotion is attached to the place can be quite harrowing and distracting. When I was young ghost used to torment me they used to cut clumps of hair off my head and pinch me. I had brushes and looked terrible but my family thought I SS doing it for attention, lol! Truthfully I don't even like attention that's why I write with a pseudonym, same as when I was finishing a degree and my work was selected as one of top 20 graduates in the country there was a free trip to go to a presentation but i didnt go for that reason but my lecturer accepted the major praise on my behalf. So I think it's funny how others see me and how I see me. I am a fly in their ointment but thats ok I know about what happens. I am sane to the best of my knowledge however, one an never be too sure... I hope I didnt scare you with that. I guess I just needed to put it in writing. Lol! Thanks heaps as for listening to what your poems are about; heck yeah, I make a point of it especially when I read a poet I like I spend a little extra time on the imagery and concepts because I know how important it is being a big ass hair on your plate ;) hilarious rotfl. Jokes are my first port of call lol I love to stirr.


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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No way shape or form did you

No way shape or form did you scare me. I've had experiences in the same way you've had. I completey understand what you're putting out there. You're brilliant with your words and im sure with every other aspect of life. I've learned not to care anymore and learned to say "fuck you! " more to those that deserve it!

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Lol! I learned they are not

Lol! I learned they are not even worth that! ;) thanks that's a big thing I will always appreciate that. Ps I love my family though they do try sometimes to get where im coming from sharing theirs stories as long as its their stories of course ;) I wouldn't change em for the world though. They are always there in my darkest hours and sometimes in my sweetest moments, family can't live with em ant live with out them huh? Ever grateful, Cheers SS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Cheers!

Cheers!

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lol! cheers!

;)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."