In just not into the bullshit you call magic

You suffer greatly because 

You replace your miracles with magic 

You think its harmless 

And that's its charm

The evil that bonds you 

To its demands 

Sacrifice and pain 



Its the same 

The devils got you veiled deep

So deep your thinking this is bullshit 

So ditto. 

You're asleep 

I'm awake 

I'll wait up for you 

As if by some miracle 

You will see the curses you've brought 

In agreement 

To degrade you and your life. 

I can give you all the symbols and signs 

To erase and discard 

But Iran guarantee

you'll be too atached to them

to let them go.

And down you'll sink further 

And drag all you love down with you 

But if by some miracle you can see,

I'll wait for you and we will both see 

How simple magic 

Can kill

by cutting the root of the tree...



 The Long Road of Recovery 


No body wants to hear my answer but here it is, if you're ready. And that's 90 percent, being ready. Its also the hardest part, the pre-work. Looking at the elements or signs that keep locking you down, peeking up over the surface looking for any erroneous judgements that may correctly or  incorrectly fired at you. There is only one truth the hardest judgements are reserved for the self. We spend much time trying to avoid deflect or excuse the elements. If however we cast off this blanket of 'just in case' and open the gate of the compound of 'what ifs' walk through and shut that gate we can live in now. We can see without the toxic lenses of shame guilt and humiliation, we can give these things up to a higher power, or write them down symbolically and bury them in a box for later. Then look at the tacit, and unacknowledged agreements you have made through your journey, look at all and any of the negative or dark objects you have accumulated around yourself, aske your self why or what you were feeling when you did accumulated it, a sarcastic mug, a whinging or insensitive bumper sticker, shirt, black clothing and ask yourself is it still valid? Because they are keeping you in that cycle, exchange them for brighter colours or positive affirmations. The idea is that all we can do is function in the now and that change is not optional but the timing is. Once we are strong enough to function we can start to see a direction. This direction then in turn offers the opportunity for self reflection and self design without judgement just data. This is when we start to evolve our identity and become more resilient and exploratory in the creation of the self rather than wallowing in self pity and apathy. Seek and you shall find, resign the darkness and the veil will lift and allow the  light of opportunity  and the courage to seize it. 

Fall down 7 times get up 8...



Author's Notes/Comments: 

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Astral_Tides's picture

Your wisdom and how you

Your wisdom and how you convey it is always so intriguing.

"The stars awaken a certain reverence, because though always present, they are inaccessible; but all natural objects make a kindred impression, when the mind is open to their influence." R.W.E.


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allets's picture

Self Designing


Yes! Everyone is trained to let someone else lead. Try it, fall and get back up. Start  something - finish it. Start something else. Learn living as you go. Good solid write.

You go SS!




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Amen! Hugss 

Amen! Hugss 

Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am