I sat and wrote what you asked me to write.
i read and I checked and did everything right.
im worn out I’m done
the craziness is running rife!
I can’t complete this mess of life
I looked through one conspiracy and the next
i wrote my frustrations out
but all you have done is destroy my poetry
i used to be a hopeless romantic
now I’m a pragmatist looking for reasons that aren’t there
ghosts in the dark shadows in the night
take your money.
I want my life back
I’m disillusioned
id give any thing to drop this ask
I want to run and hide from this mammoth task
i need the money
I gotta cut the grass and get some brass
to get my publisher off my ass
i will finish the contract I’ve honoriured
but it isn’t going to be good
unless you let me do my thing and find in everything
the bad and the good.
The subtle irony of love I truly miss
this Godless place I wish I could forsake
I want the truth to be known
But the truth can not be handled alone
the propaganda is too deep
too ingrained.
Were all a bunch of fools
but happy ones
well some anyway,
so it doesn’t matter what the world does
nobody cares
they just want what they want
they turn from me rather than listen
so your dream of looking to my readers
my faithful (now faithless) is lost
and the illusion continues
and changes not one heart
but mine,
so I’m going back to where I came from
I quit. Its gone.
I've methoded it,
live re-examined it
I’m stuck to news
and alternative views
my real job is a mess
and there is no winner here
conspiracy reigns
people can’t deal with reality
or politics
so I’m sticking
to love poetry instead.
yours sincerely,
fuck you, I don’t care.
My Life is a stage
and all The actors are shit!
Where To Begin . . .
I also write for me but find opining and inspiration engendering a side effect to be read and then move on. Critics live under mushrooms, create nothing, and nurture complaint. They will live eternally. Editors are like directors, other producers, and backers; propagandist with a chip on the shouler, neck. wrist, and both kneecaps. We writers have to bear the stain and just keep writing. The uninventive will get bored and fade. The well written will speak for its merits. It has always been so. Hard Rant there. Felt good! ~s~
Thanks beautiful soul c.f.
Thanks beautiful soul c.f. I'm doing much better since I dropped that freak show. Legal battles ensue, but i can breathe and smile inbetween frustrations and thats a good thing! Hugs xo
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."