Heading deep down on a downward spiral fast
I only just got over the last
im getting weary of climbing myself out
and still I search for the meaning of strife and the thing in it that brings me to life .
thought I found the holy grail
but I'm writing off scripture and fast
how I let something professional become personal is fucked
because I've got so much already
I guess not everyone can see the perfect solution
not everyone lives and breathes for the betterment of others
or lives in the trenches and just keep going no matter what.
no, I've got to get off this disrespect train
there's no honor here
I'll just write my injustices and leave them here
got to keep moving
the real job has to get done
more barriers before break throughs
from useless fucks who throw their soloutions at people
rather than working them out with them
cocky cunts got no guts
the obvious was so clearly written on everyone else's faces
and still they got it wrong.
ill climb up and walk like royalty
like the overlooked queen
God always justifies and in the end
they don't hear you if you don't scream
ill do my part and suffer humiliation and disrespect
but it is I that have the true will of the hopeful
the respect from the lost as I pick them up crumpled and broken
and straighten them out
only for others to bruise them
and forget that they are so important
they are all I think about
love does not conquer all
it merely tames for a while
and I'll walk on,
tall and bend down with style
into the trenches to lend a hand and some heart
where not everyone dares to go or gives a fuck
and pull you out with me in spite of their heaped on muck
the strong do, the weak excuse themselves.
sometimes the quickest way to the top is incompetence
and a good rack of excuses and never ending people to blame.
a never ending quest
a never ending quest ,profound write
ron parrish