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anxiety wrecks me

as fate conspires to throw us together in a glorious implosion

I cant handle the thought of you being close,

close enough to touch,

to look into those eyes and find myself there 

when I cant be anywhere but here. 

a gradual pull of circumstance 

orbiting towards eachother again.

oh fates how cruel.

I dont want to run this gauntlet again

havent I entertain you enough?

the despair rises 

the memories of splitting myself in two flooding back

will you break me this time? 

will I destroy my one constant hope?

I melt into two so easily its cruel

why now when Ive worked so hard to melt into one?

have mercy on me,

dear love, 

do not forsake me, 

but I can not come,

I am a prisoner of our circumstance 

only you can set me free 

but I have placed my heart with another key,

forgive me.

obstruction is our only chance 

please let me be, i say as i am drawn nearer,

back into your atmosphere,

my destruction never tasted sweeter.