Your side of the bed seems so far away.
funny how one small idea
can create such distance.
I dont feel like spelunking in the caves of your emotions
Im too busy trying to find my way out of my own.
Stalemate.
Your attitude cuts the air up into pieces of indifference.
And my reaction is to cut the pieces up smaller.
Wonder if it will all fade away tomorrow
into some faint memory of a bad dream.
fuck, you look so good lying there,
You always do when i miss you.
Rejection doesnt feel like a game i want to play right now.
I guess ill make the long journey over.
refuse to take no for an answer.
And you at your mechanical best,
will fall into our love habit and push yourself into me
refusing to kiss me till i feel the depth of your love
i enjoy every bit of this dirty sweet tango;
The one where we close the distance over dissonance,
and the space between our hearts.
But you said no differently this time
And i'm terrified you might actually mean it...
In done pouncing. They can do
In done pouncing. They can do the figuring out. Im too busy and too tired to save everytjing everday. Whos going to save me and thereby save themselves? I dont know hiw it will go. Actually i do. ;) just a littke melodramatic twist in yhe end. It just seemed right poetically. :D hugss
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
Persevere
Time to buy some flowers, bake cookies, or write somebody a poem - I would break (somebody's no into a series of little yeses). Little yeses would fall from the sky via the ceiling of anywhere in the house. Aggression aka I want is the tact, the plan, the statement: "Hey hey hey!" ala Robin Thicke! - "If ya can't hear what I'm tryin' ta say, if ya ca't read from the same page..." baby! - Read THIS book! ~Well, that use to work for me decades ago :D ~ Go get 'em! ~Star~
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EVERYBODY GET UP!
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(I know you want it) :D
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