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I Ask Myself Why
I go about my days.
Remembering our special ways.
Seeing you in every passerby.
I ask myself why.
Why do people who " love " me lie.
What more could I've done.
Your affections were never won.
I thought we were strong as one.
Blinded by the sparks of falsehood love.
I mistook this vulture for a blessed dove.
Yes, you've stripped me clean.
I'm vacant, emotionally I'm bone-dry.
Again, I ask my self why?
I couldn't see what they seen.
In time your true self was deemed.
You thought I'd never see.
How you were playing me.
When the money went so did you.
One day you'll get played the fool.
You grew bored of me.
Spirtually, you didn't want me.
Hurt led me to do what I did.
Problems like this never remain hid.
I'm not sorry that I left.
Criminals always pay for theft.
You stole my heart and pawned it.
Your sense of morality is horse shit.
I put myself on the line for you.
Location, location, location.
It was always all about you.
Everything revolved around your universe.
In a pool of depression I immersed.
I ask myself why.
Why you felt the need to lie.
You couldn't have told me eye to eye.
Walking the plank, you jumped the ship.
In chemicals you abusedly dipped.
I ask myself why you didn't love me.
I thought soulmates treated eachother equally.
I realize you only loved the notion,
that I didn't know how to love myself.
