Sometimes,
when I don't sleep,
I see things, hear things,
when they start to creep.
I know they aren't real,
but as I lie waking,
they don't realize that
it's my sanity they're taking.
High heels, whispers,
thuds, and conversation
about their ability
for my world's domination.
Sometimes,
when I don't sleep,
I lie there on my bed,
face up, and weep.
I weep to the monsterous,
the loved, the hated.
I weep to the beasts.
I weep to the faded.
It will weep with wonder,
with woes by it's side.
It will weep with sorrow,
for half of it died.
Sometimes,
when I don't sleep,
I dig in my brain,
and I dig oh, so deep.
I dig for smiles,
and I rummage for good thoughts,
but I always pull out
with my stomach in knots.
I vomit.
I scream.
And by pure accident
I will bleed.
But I bleed only one shade
as brutal as my world
on a red winter day.
I yell, and it's deafening,
but I don't dare make a peep.
Of course, this only happens sometimes...
when I don't sleep.
Very well written, and highly relatable
This is very moving, I think. I understand a lot of the stuff this talks about. Quite inspiring!
"I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious." -Albert Einstein
Thank you!
Thank you!
Swish Swish
Back and forth, but happiness will not hold when you have insomnia. Pookahs (6 ft tall rabbits named Harvey, m'thinks) with grenades ~~A~~