Ever wonder what if?
What if life was perfect?
If you had everything you wanted?
Had all the money you could imagine?
It wouldn't ease your memories.
Your painful childhood
The perfect family
Everyone thought you were
The community mom
Dad the baseball coach
Entellegent first child
Middle problem child
Every Sunday, church mass
Community football game
Made the time pass
But was rather lame
Then six years later
You came along
Into this perfect family
Is that where it went wrong?
The daughter they longed for
After conceiving two sons
Would she be a whore
Or alot of fun
Seemed to only create grief
Slowly all falling apart
They worked so hard
To keep it together
But couldn't manage
Two sons grown and out
With a teenage daughter
Still to raise
This caused a problem
With two children raised
Too tired to care
Is that fair?
A child who needs guidence
A father who needs God
A mother who needs help
Is there hope?
Not for us
We were so perfect
The model family
Now its gone
Thanksgiving Day football games
Big Christmas dinners
All up in flames
There are no winners
What is they never had that third child?
Could it have been saved?
Was she too wild?
Or would it still have caved?
No one will know what if
They will just know how it is
Good family, gone bad
What about what we had?
IOt's all in the dust
Gone with the wind
You shall do what you must
Try to move on
That was easier than thought
You just forgot
But now your mind tends to wander
Sometimes you sit and ponder
What if your family was great?
If it wasn't up to fate?
Would you still have that life?
Parents still husband and wife?
Sunday football games?
It all just pains
You to think.....
What If?
This is beautifully written
This is beautifully written yo. Really deep meaning words. Good job.