You ask me to open up,
You tell me to talk
You tell me you want to know
You beg me to tell you where I am
You know there’s something missing
You know that I’m nor telling you everything
You wonder why I won’t share
You act like you care
You say it hurts when I can’t explain
But the truth is you never really listen
It wouldn’t matter if I told you or not
You just don’t care
Sometimes I wish you’d at least pretend
But then I realize that perhaps it might not just be you
Maybe I just don’t care either.
Those moments when the world goes dark
When all the bad memories return
You see it flash across my face but you never ask why
You think you know, that I’m just pushing you away
You never consider I have a past
You just don’t care that it haunts
Every touch, every moment, every embrace
It’s not something I can forget
Oh how I wish I could
Maybe I would sleep in peace, not be afraid to touch
Maybe the days would be filled with light
Maybe the fear of facing the dark would pass
But the truth is you never ask, you don’t want to know
The words are hard to find
You don’t understand the need for space
You take it personally, when in fact it has nothing to do with you
But the truth is you never ask, you don’t want to know
Why it hurts me so much you don’t ask
Just try and continue and push your way past
That solid force that lingers forever present
Never going to pass
But the truth is you don’t care you never ask
You demand a hand to hold when you need it
But you never see the pain it brings
For you to assume I’m just pushing you away
But you never ask
So back I go into the dark space
Where nobody knows, but nobody asks
To despise yet another who doesn’t care
And never asks