I can feel it begining,
thinking no not here, not now.
So I get up and leave, all the while
You keep talking, I ask you to stop
Not now, I say it's not the time
You continue.....
I hang up
I go back, you call again...
Instantly they come...
This is not fair I say
I don't want to feel this way
Then you say it doesn't matter
it is what it is, embrace it
Lets try again.
I say not now, it's not the time.
Then you say I can't live without you.
They come again,I continue with this is not fair
You can't put this on me now. It's not the time.
I am not ready for that decision and if you
make me choose now you will not like the answer
How hard is it you say, think of the connection.
I respond with think of what you said to me.
I don't know why it is we hurt each other so.
It's not like the love isn't there.
Why we feel the need to cause so much pain however.
I'll never know.
sweet very sweet and ich poem..