Will You Ever Come Back?

Unsure, alone, sad, angry, happy, peaceful.

Why did you go?

Why did you leave me all alone?

We tried to make things work

We love each other so much

My heart tore in two when you said "It's Over"

I was always told that time would ease my pain.

I thought school would help

By taking my mind off of you.

My thought's of you never stopped.

My heart's never mended

Will this pain ever end?

I have many friends.

People who care, family.

There is one thing missing

There is a giant hole in my heart.

Can't you come back?

Will we ever be together again?

My friends keep saying,

"forget him, he doesn't love you, he's a player."

I don't want to listen.

I know you.

I love you.

I try to tell them that they are wrong.

It's hard not to listen.

It's hard not to believe.

They don't like you anymore

They hate that you left me.

What they say hurts.

I want to believe that you will come back to me.

Will this pain ever end?

Will you ever come back to me?



9/17/1999



You never came back to me.

The pain never went away.

It just dulled to something barely noticeable.

I still remember sometimes.

I still used to hope.

The hope finally faded

Sometimes the pain gets a little stronger.

I finally moved on.

I had a son.  

I met a man and fell in love.

We got married.  

We are a happy family now.

I hope you are happy now too.

I hope you know what you did.

I hope you know that it still hurts sometimes.



4/27/05

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I was ready to give up all I had for him.  I loved him so much.  I think a part of me still loves him.  I sometimes wonder.

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