Unsure, alone, sad, angry, happy, peaceful.
Why did you go?
Why did you leave me all alone?
We tried to make things work
We love each other so much
My heart tore in two when you said "It's Over"
I was always told that time would ease my pain.
I thought school would help
By taking my mind off of you.
My thought's of you never stopped.
My heart's never mended
Will this pain ever end?
I have many friends.
People who care, family.
There is one thing missing
There is a giant hole in my heart.
Can't you come back?
Will we ever be together again?
My friends keep saying,
"forget him, he doesn't love you, he's a player."
I don't want to listen.
I know you.
I love you.
I try to tell them that they are wrong.
It's hard not to listen.
It's hard not to believe.
They don't like you anymore
They hate that you left me.
What they say hurts.
I want to believe that you will come back to me.
Will this pain ever end?
Will you ever come back to me?
9/17/1999
You never came back to me.
The pain never went away.
It just dulled to something barely noticeable.
I still remember sometimes.
I still used to hope.
The hope finally faded
Sometimes the pain gets a little stronger.
I finally moved on.
I had a son.
I met a man and fell in love.
We got married.
We are a happy family now.
I hope you are happy now too.
I hope you know what you did.
I hope you know that it still hurts sometimes.
4/27/05