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I don’t know what I go through at times, and it hurts to know you’re not around to smear away my cries. At given times I just want to die. Things get to me, and I feel hopeless inside. I prayed for you yesterday and many times that day.



I guess no one hears me, because I’m still writing. I know if you could talk to me, you would want me to keep fighting. In this life there is only you in the end that I can trust. I’ve been betrayed and hurt. Sometimes I think about what you said “Try it even if it hurts” I know mistakes and situations make a person learn so much. But I think I’m not that type of person to withstand this run. I’m running not knowing where I’m going. Why you had to go away? I wished you could have stayed. So much has happened. So much I wish to tell. But I know that you were always there, so there is no need to express those times. But Mami I really wish you was by my side. I want to hug you, and tell you I love you. I want to tell you secrets, and crushes I had. I want to hold your hand.

Everything happens for a reason. This much I was told. Mami, maybe God wanted you, but I didn’t want for you to go. Sorry, for the times I cried and screamed. But you know in the inside I will always be your baby. They say “Boys don’t cry” but when its for their mother. Mami, I know you understand why. Just to get one more chance. I would give up everything just to start all over in your womb. Do everything right this time, because I never knew I would lose you so soon.



Love,

Felix Lugo

RIP