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Sweet suffer
Forget my smile...smash my face... Drag me into my tormented place.
Surrounded by screams and devils with wings.. I have fallen into a hell where no angel sings..
Trapped helpless watching my life lose it's glow...I have become well acquainted with a life so low..
Get up and run...they tell me.. But don't you see I can't be free..
My mind is fractured my spirit slain...and all I know is a life full of pain...
Dealt by the hand of one that can't be free...dealt by the hand of only me....
Not So Sweet, Sufferer
During economic downturns people suffer, do you eat? Do you have good health? Do you have a mirror to smile at your self afflicted horrors and pains? If not, think about homelessness, terminal illness, war, cataclysmic accidental injuries, child loss- then talk about suffering ~~A~~
....it's all in perception
I agree with your outlook....I am a complicated beast... I deal with a panic disorder... I know it's all in my head...I know it is not real....but the physical effects...I deal with oN a daily basis...I refuse medication....I refuse therapy. I have yet to surrender to it...i fight daily... I function...I hate myself..for what I feel..but I also know that it is not the end. I am one man..torn by a fractured mind...I am two people living in one. I can pour out love...and pour out misery... Twisted as it may sound... I fight my demons... I hold onto the hope that one day... The good will outweigh the bad....that the positive qualities will overtake the negative.. I have seen the very best...and I have seen the belly of hell.. they both reside within me...it's the calm from the storm I seek...and I will not rest until I recapture that which was lost.
Come out of your
Come out of your shell
welcome to hell
where tormented souls
can scream out loud
(really I hope you feel better)
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