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I Left My Heart...
Somewhere inbetween 'I don't give a
fuck' and 'Who Cares'...an advice well
given is hardly a driving force;
honestly, I cannot say I have learned
from all of my mistakes, so I continue
to err- at times by choice; through my
highs and my lows, crashes inbetween
...
[I am always winning] I walk with my
shoulders straight and head-up, even
in times of defeat....]
I left my heart in the darkest of night
where the blood that runs through is
as cold as ice, the touch of death at my
fingertips--in places where the living
dead reside; my heart black and hollow,
resembling my thoughts...
{The devil has been trying to take my
heart and soul; he is losing the fights;
the battles continue...}
I left my heart in churches and
cathedrals where hypocrites congregate,
worship, and rejoice...praying to wood
idols and misguiding the shepard's lambs...
where ministers collect and don't preach
the teachings of their lord and savior....
I left my heart in dreams turned into night-
mares, becoming reality...the lost of a God,
and childhood innocense, which is now
part of my dark assylum, my sanitarium
from sub-conscious, and self-destruction...
I left my heart in the memories of my youth,
my first crush, and two best friends! In the
early morning walks to school and the
afternoon walks back home, which were
an adventure everyday...
I left my heart in El Salvador on my recent
trip to Central America; there my people
make the most and best of each day,
money is scarce; no one complains, serving
three meals a day...I am humbled!...my
heart belongs in El Salvador!
I left my heart with those whom I have met;
friends and foes without disrespect I love
you all, I live and sin, chose to be unforgiven;
I leave my heart on these pages I write on,
stories, and poems I narrate; I bleed my
heart out in my life's journals and share them
with the world; my security to a broken heart!
