These wrists carry invisible wounds.
They lie beneath the ivory blanket.
So comfortable in its blood bed;
Waiting to flow down the empty
Lineless hands like the veins of the Nile.
So silent in its violence that the earless
Nymphs plead for forgiveness
With their empty malignant mouths.
This body that feeds this delusion
Aches with such a plethora of clarity
That the stumblings of mighty men
Who have preached the stained convenience
Of getting by. The soulless heart
Who pretends to be friends with the others
Is restless within her marrowed cage
And she pumps razorblades.
Slitting the lifelines so as that
Pain becomes common, mainstream.
A surf beholden to the Lord's grain.
A routine that does not deviate from its path.
A black gift nestled in an infested warmth.
Producing memory-maggots, all-corrupting.
As unoriginal as the sun and
As stale as the people who inhabit this
Pale earth, rotating with it; slaves of gravity
With all of its made up gods that castrate the weak.
All these bodies living like Auschwitz.
Lining up on broken shoe-strings wondering
Why the ground is so vicious to their blistered feet.
Theirs knees are scarred from the jagged
Rocks hidden beneath the grass illusions.
Refusing to learn the lethargic
Lesson of giving up. But they continue to rise
Like a tide of persistence; breaking bones,
Scarring skin. And the envious watch with
Opal eyes, lidless, and all seeing.
Wishing to stay one with soil.
Letting the insects venture into every orifice.
Corroding their innards until they become
Filled, drowned in the biology
And inevitability of the entity called nature.
A beautiful idea that is as certain as death.
A soft satisfaction.
Numb.