Alone counting the feathers of her wings, and I wonder,
“Why am I not happy?
If the fruit that I await for could be my salvation and my
way to heaven! But, I feel condemned and I am paying
for my sins with the wishes of the Dove; who does not
feel a drop of love for, nor heat to provide.
I know the day the fruit of our passion is born will be the
happiest day of my life, and the Dove with the desire that
I stay with her keeps, because she does not want to be left
alone, she says it is not fair to live alone with her quarry.
It is not fair that I become the answer to her past; it is sad,
but sadder is if I stay for convenience and not for the love
that I do not feel for her.
I turn half-ways and silence, her suffering is all I hear, but
little by little I am learning her roll.
Xibalba, between your veins I find myself!