(this is my own kind of version of 'i too, sing america' by langston hughes)
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i too, am learning.
in the morning, the yellow school bus takes me.
i sit in the front and i talk to the driver
we make quiet conversation
but he always listens
i tell him,
next year
i will have to count my birthdays
on two hands
rather than one
our class used to go outside for recess
i liked finding rocks and making stories
but now the doors have locks
big
metal
and the windows have shades
black
miserable
and the teachers have faces uneasy.
and we are all wondering why.
later the bus took me home
the driver laughed
he said my backpack was bigger than me
but he too seemed
uneasy
and inside
my dad stood watching the television-
choosing to watch-
and he was crying
at last,
someone told me about the locks, and the shades, and the faces
i don’t have to wonder anymore
the monster that resides under my bed
seems like less of a foe now,
for my mind, though small, is occupied
wondering if i will get to talk to the yellow bus driver
on the way home from school today
or if this morning will be the last
and i have learned
i too, am Afraid.
POV Excellent
The bus driver and a student post school violence - all over the world. And guns are not a national crisis, they tell me. - Topical write. Note: I Am The Darker Brother is an anthology of poetry by Alfred Knoff - 60's. I read it at college. One of my first discovered anthologies to black literature. Interesting comparison, gun violence and segregation. Well said! - slc
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