i too, am learning

(this is my own kind of version of 'i too, sing america' by langston hughes


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i too, am learning.


in the morning, the yellow school bus takes me.

i sit in the front and i talk to the driver

we make quiet conversation

but he always listens


i tell him,


next year

i will have to count my birthdays

on two hands

rather than one


our class used to go outside for recess

i liked finding rocks and making stories


but now the doors have locks

big

metal


and the windows have shades

black

miserable


and the teachers have faces uneasy.


and we are all wondering why.


later the bus took me home

the driver laughed

he said my backpack was bigger than me

but he too seemed

uneasy


and inside

my dad stood watching the television-

choosing to watch-

and he was crying

at last,

someone told me about the locks, and the shades, and the faces

i don’t have to wonder anymore


the monster that resides under my bed

seems like less of a foe now,

for my mind, though small, is occupied

wondering if i will get to talk to the yellow bus driver

on the way home from school today

or if this morning will be the last


and i have learned

 

i too, am Afraid.


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allets's picture

POV Excellent

The bus driver and a student post school violence - all over the world. And guns are not a national crisis, they tell me. - Topical write. Note: I Am The Darker Brother is an anthology of poetry by Alfred Knoff - 60's. I read it at college. One of my first discovered anthologies to black literature. Interesting comparison, gun violence and segregation. Well said! - slc

 


 

 

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