I want you to lie to me
Tell me you love me
Smile to my face
And let me know how you truly don't feel
Cuz maybe
Just for a little while
I'll be human again
Feeling all those warm things I like to feel
When I'm smiling to the world
Hiding somewhere deep inside
The pain I just can't feel
Until I stab myself over and over
With that knife you forgot to take away from me
Last night when I wanted to kill myself
For not being everything you wanted
Or anything you needed
But that's just me
On the low end of a mood swing
That'll take me out over the ocean
And drop me right in the middle
To a world where I don't have to think about you anymore
And all the lies you won't tell me.
February 3, 2003