Dear Mother,
There's words I've always wanted to say
Questions I've always wanted to ask
But you weren't there to talk to
You weren't there to ask
When these thoughts weighed the most
They crushed my spirit
And they broke my soul
In your absence they killed me-
The little boy you lost
Or threw away.
Dear Mother,
I realized something today
I think I've hated you forever
It's left me cold and bitter
Wanting of what I want most
What you should have first given me
When you still had the chance
'Cuz now I'm grown and gone
From the world you were in
You've lost me forever
As I lost you.
Dear Mother,
Where, what, who, why
Can you tell me what I need to know
Can you heal these scars
That have plagued me all my life
Can you take away the pain
I lived through every day
Can you go back in time
And change everything
So all is well with me
And all is well with you?
Dear Mother,
In my dreams I've kissed you
And held you close to me
In arms that would never let go
Because I've loved you all my life
Even if you didn't love me
So I try to accept that fact
I try to let it go
And I try to not let it bother me
But can't you see Dear Mother
It's tortured me?
Dear Mother,
I've said goodbye to you
Even though I don't want to
I still dream of holding you
And wiping your tears away
But those are just dreams now
As this night turns into day
The sun is rising slowly
On the horizon, somewhere out there
Where I hope you're watching me
'Cuz Dear Mother
I still want you to know that I care.
July 1, 2002
Beautiful...
Hey,
I love this poem, it's so good. I love the depth and feeling that you put into it. I can relate to it too. Keep on writing all these great poems.
-Courtney
Hello,
I saw your comment on my site and decided to see some of your work. It's amazing, I love the depth in most of your poems. I could really relate to this one too. Thanks for keeping good writing alive! By the way you mentioned that you wrote stories...do you have a link for them? I'm interested in seeing them!
-Amanda