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Don't tell me that you love me.I don't wanna go there with you.Don't say those things, because I know you'll end up playing me and you know maybe I'm just expecting you to do what she did, but can you blame me? I don't want to love you, cuz having to share you isn't enough for me.Smile, hmph your smile is , is indescrible and your lips, hmph, your lips are candy coated and I want to indulge myself in them.And if you let me.....I'll say it back, but I'll convince myself it's not true.That I'm just saying it, so I won't bruise your ego.Tonight though, tonight...I'll lose myself in you and I'll give into the temptation and let you lead me on a long lustful road all the way to nowhere.But it's not your fault, because I saw the edge clearly and from a mile away.I think in someway I just needed to jump, needed to have fun, needed just to be in loving arms for once.Even if those arms were carrying me in false love.False hope that one day I may change  you and you could love me as I do you.What can I say? I am a fool for caramel complection and game that runs so thick it's transparent.It was apparent that you were'nt here to stay.Between the hidden text messages and vulgar voicemails girls stay leaving on answering machine.But at least I had fun and sure as I'm ripping the memory of you out of my diary I'm crying tears, but look at me I'm fearless and headstrong.By next week I'll be moving on and putting pen to paper as I start another chronicle in the love life of Jade.