Dear lord, to you I pray
I've been on my knees for a night and day
I have seen the sun rise, I have seen the stars set
I have stood beneath the moon's angry breath
Love me lord, though I've disobeyed
I've not been expressing my beliefs through what I say
Why is it I who rots and decays?
The grip on faith inhabited for all those years
Have been unguided by these unholy fears
Guide me lord, it seems I have strayed
From the gentle touch of the hand you laid
You've kept me ignorant of where I belong
Yet I prayed to you and I sang your song
Believe me lord, I am not okay
I am left in the dark of your powerful rays
I long for your love, I long for the bliss
That love only brings in the form of a kiss
If you are listening, lord, to you I pray
My belief in you has gone away
For I have seen the stars rise, I have seen the sun set
And I have tasted the lust of the moon's angry breath
Dear angry lord, whom I no longer obey
Who's left me in the dark of His powerful rays
In my life, there is nothing left
To come to me but the shame of my death
Very Powerful and yet
the Lord still loves you even then. many feel that way but it is commonly about religion rather than spirituality. the rigorous and seemingly illogical rules breed hypocrisy through cultural practices. I hope you delete this bad feeling where ever it is born form and that a higher power exists and has given you a way back. if ever you want it again just take it back. It will still be there waiting for you. hugSS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."