Numb
So incredibly numb
No emotions
No love, no hate
No sadness, no happiness
No pleasure, no pain
Am I even human anymore?
Do I still bleed like everyone else?
Can I still die as easily as they?
I scan the room for something, anything, sharp
My eyes rest upon a pair of purple-handled scissors
I pick them up n gently place the cold, metal blade against my wrist
At first I only press lightly, hoping to maybe FEEL again
As I start to press harder, and cut deeper,
The blood flows faster and redder
Tears stream down my cheeks
I know it will all be over soon
My head starts to throb
And the room begins to spin
Even in the end I am totally emotionless
I fall onto my back and blackout,
Now truly dead to the world
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