the future is an uncertain space and time
we will never be able to know its ending line
gradually we will live this future i see
but how can we live together happily
if you won't embrace what great thing we share?
how can you stare at me like you don't care?
i see us with an eternal happiness,
not some life that only you can witness
this could be real if you take hold
we can break the shell, the hull, the mold
i can't believe i'm saying these things,
but now only hate these words bring
i tried so hard for us to be as one,
but you failed me and now you are with a new someone
thrown away like some old beat up rag doll
never to be played with like an old ball
i can't keep doing this to myself over and over again
when will it be my turn at happiness, WHEN?!!!!!!!
trying to love you was a mistake i made
next time i'll just not have to be afraid
someone will come for me and then you will see
what you've missed out on, it was ME!!!