Having something so close and familiar in every way. Making you whole, where the emptiness used to be. The warmth of another through the nights of darken days. The sensation of never being alone, always there to have you as there own. You having them and them having you from the first day til the tragic end. Life slips from your hands, where the light once was is now a shadow of the past. The warmth is gone all you have is the thoughts you had of love and fun. Every breath you take is tighter and tighter. Everyday without your better half makes surprised your even alive. She haunts your thought and dreams. All you want is them back in your sheets. To hold them like you did way back when, nothing will make you happy til your back with them. The misery is overwhelming, the sun isn't so bright and the dark is your only friend. You try to cry but can't shed a tear. Dying slowly inside having your humanity stripped. She is the only thing that can fix what has been broken, your heart is in a million pieces with no chance of recovery. She was the one you were going to spend your life with. Now gone like nothing had ever happen. You would do anything but it takes 2 to dance, she doesn't want you and you will never understand. Crying out and never hearing a sound the life you long for as been taken away like the sun hitting the horizon of the passing day. Trying and trying to get Back what was the best in everyway, is the impossible task that may never happen. But the chase can only go so far in the one direction. She shows the chase on her side is over. The heart which was put out returns back to sender shattered and never to be the same again. Another scar on the thing so dear to you which you gave so willingly. The pieces of you will never be the same.