She wouldn't be my warmth that night,
or most nights in between.
She couldn't see my face to feel
the nerves that sing beneath.
She'd heard about the pills I take
and told me they were good
as long as they could keep me here,
above the coffer wood.
She'd said some things I can't recall,
about an older how and why;
the logic that had prevailed before
when we'd care to try.
She wanted us to be all right
and share our words within,
but I could not be bothered to
connect without her skin.
Now I sit here wondering
of the ends to which I march.
Will they leave me satisfied,
or fearful in the dark.
She told me that I'm stronger than
the man I tend to see;
that I had fought and bested that
which sought to conquer me.
She said that she admired such-
she says I'm just like new.
But I hadn't heard so many things,
while watching as she moved.