Everybody camera blind
Everyone so sweet
Spitting cussing talking trash
In between their drunken cell phone exchange
They call themselves artistic
So grungy and beneath
It's all the rage that turns the page
And decides how they'll look tomorrow
Because the prettier their face may be
The less they have to say
So not talk with your perfect lips
And describe how you're above
I have no doubt because you're in control
And you always get your way
I dropped from grace, landing here
On my feet with dirt on my hands
Deny my good, my gratitude and trust
Deny my intentions held
I've gained no points, earned no prize
I just fit into this hole I've dug
And I hate you for it
I hate you for being so natural
For fitting in, for understanding
Or for ignoring what you can't describe
I've tried so hard to accept myself
But everything's so tiring
And on days like this, I see no point
In trying to figure anything out at all.