I am blinded by the north
And to those behind, I choose not to see
These pillars rising, they form a cage
With behemoths to the west of me
I'm by nothing, for all to know
I can't stop shouting about the pits
People listen, checking the time
The moment's passed with it
I am poet, wreckage and all
I choose to cling for the sake of grief
I'm nowhere close, not to you
I wish I were some times
I wonder if, while heading through
That she could've taken a piece with her
I shrug it off, time will tell
If broken is the word to use
To suit my needs, I alternate
Between the me, the dark, the neutral face
And now that I've lost control
I feel it all set to shuffle
I hurt, like the rest
And I pine, like some of you do
Beginning to wane, it'll come back again
To take its toll a little softer
When I keep my eyes open wide
I come to terms with the stupid in me
So I keep them shut, and dream all day
A daydream to shoo all the clutter away
Solutions so small, maybe so simple
But what would I know about anything at all
It'll be fed to me, like a hapless boy
Who can't sit still in his high chair
And by that precaution I'll cry to myself
Trying my best to silence the sobs
My hurt is so distant, miles from here
I just can't seem to shake it
I tire of the siren, the droning and dull
Spitting from my teeth like a command from above
I wish it to cease but it relieves me of me
And all the less of me, is all that I need
I used to feel acquainted, a bit more than now
Knowing the process, how I should try
But the static has settled, aglow in my eyes
And now it seems, I shock everything I touch.