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Hailed by storms of ignorant bliss

A speck of somebody familiar

Who was brought, and raised

Beneath air thick with stupidity



Growth came fast and he was frightened

Knowing that the world meant him harm

Lifted by the arms of someone stronger

His feet barely touched the ground



And his was all in kindness

Because he just wanted to be loved

So he was, by all around

Perhaps even more than what was best



Early he became a generator

Translating thought into phrase

Paper to piece of youthful mastery

To swoon himself intoxicated



He was young but promised dear

His takers caring said so proudly

'All great things' they promised him

Until he believed his to be destined



As he aged, he found sadness

Allowing it to feed his retreats

Playing wise he gathered gazes

Until the shadow got him better



He breathed in all the dark

Reaching for the sympathy

Feeling weary, fallen ill

Giving way to an infection



He felt the bite of many failures

Gained an old man's understanding

Found himself so in touch with all the hurt

That he couldn't recall anything before



Vulgar thoughts were a shroud

In his head, he kept on dying

As he tried for a spot of knowledge

He was fool enough to fall in love



So all was pink and bright and loud

Shaking with such broken hinges

And as such things aren't to last

The breakdown was inevitable



After which, he tried his best

To find sense in life

From odd to end, he lifted well

Just to stumble down again



And disappointment called his name

The change of which would bring him hell

Girl that mattered stomping down

Girl returning confirmed his loss



He ran away and went bare broke

Came back home to watch it cease

Rift between the family

Who aren't even trying anymore



Her words he can't remember

The feelings that claw at his spine

And now there's new, she's so true

She's gotten far too into things



And so in his own quiet way

He struggles to reconstruct

The materials he lacks, improvised

And it leads to an ugly new beginning



One that has accepted downfall,

As the only thing authentic

And who will share, forever more

Nothing worth a notice.

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