I will find some peace of heart
Or something to call mine
When I let this boredom go
And accept every little let down
Days of worry and quiet call
Frustrated bits of strife
An idea to love and bring to life
That cannot exit mind
Hands that lag back and forth
Thoughts of grand distress
Rocket me to daydream height
And ruin all my mellow
And when this calm is all I have
It's hard to let it go
Be it herb or exhaustion stretch
I'll sleep for as long I'm able
I cannot be for nothing
I cannot cease to be
So I will deal with my anxiety
With voice in quiet check
Or face it all with my distaste for man
And my lack of understanding
I will continue to hate all others
When they choose to act against me
And in such regard
I will be alone
To count every failure
As another reason to welcome the end.