I am in between
You and I
Apart as can be
And somehow
You're as next to me
As you've always been
As you always seem to be
Here I am
I'm listening
To what you have to say to me
Even if it's nothing
I'm as still as can be
It's obvious
I'm thinking
I'm reaching, believing
Another's words and suggestion
But I stop
I can see
From forty-three feet
That there's nothing I can give you
Nothing that could add to your world
Poetry and words that tumble through support
Promises and meaning that always fall short
Here I am
I'm still not crying
I will not be
And you may stop to think
What we had, more then once
I wish it'd come back and repair itself
Wishing's too weak for me
Because stars fade eventually
Stalling, helplessly
I'm all that you could've wanted
But that was then
I'm as still as stone for you
But I learn to flee when you come near
You know, I don't know what it is
About you
That draws me near
Time after time
You could rob me of all pride
Stab a spike through my skull
And if still alive
I'd be stupid enough to crawl back to you
And ask for another chance that I'm bound to waste
Three hours later.