Bathing in a kind of comfort
That likes to fade and focus
Screaming and thrashing
And then falling to a calm breeze
Tearing apart what's left of my hopes and dreams
And scattering them to the approaching typhoon
Giving up on a former savior
And laughing at what once was my only retreat
You think tears are going to solve anything?
I hope you fucking rot.
I don't need sympathy, compassion or life
I just need a virtual paradise
A promising plant and the sound of beauty at its loudest
A daydream soaked in gallons of chocolate milk
The rain falling endlessly upon a window boarded closed
And the familiar shadows watching me as I recline
Sooner or later I'll reach out for another
Only to get scolded and feel rejection once more
Just another lesson learned
With too many results to organize in an honest way
Life is but a paradox with many chosen paths
There are the pure, the defiled and the destined
And then there are the ones that seem to have fallen astray
Who seem to have no meaning, no comprehension and no faith
We live in a cardboard box
And so many people try to complain
Why fight what you do not understand
When cooperation could lead you down an easy path
Nobody else cares about what is right and what is wrong
Why in God's sweet name should I?
I enjoy euphoria, masturbation and apathy
So much pointless conflict, that's the sin
And where were you when we decided logic?
Why wasn't I informed when the Bible was changed?
And when the fuck did I become such an oddity
Pathetically unstable and morbidly sensitive
And why,
Why do I not seem to understand myself.
Why can I not pull myself together,
And stay that way.
Can you answer me?
No.