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Tomorrow's Been Decided
I cannot wait
But it's not it's my choice
I would be lucky to experience
Anything above what I deserve
Whatever is destined for me
Such a thought
My life is already decided
Is destiny something you achieve?
Maybe I should stop
Enjoy the finer points if I can
Trying not to wander away
From the life that's been layed out
My first dream
Of art and of passion
Is dead and left
rotting and forgotten
But I'm not too distraught
I can continue on
Once again
Do I have a choice?
It's hard when you can't express
Exactly what you experience
It's even more difficult
When you aren't sure yourself
Love is just a bull shit word
With an easily warped definition
One that can reach so far
Yet remain shallow and fake
It's why I've decided
To simply forget the concept
What good has it done me?
I'll tell you what it has given me
It has hurt me more then once
And changed who I am
In a drastic manner
It has twisted me and will never let go
So here I am
For you, and whoever else
I don't need anyone else anymore
I just remain to aid the others
It gets harder
To talk to you everyday
It's something I hate entirely
But something I also need
Another bittersweet concept
Another fucking cliche
I probably hate you
I just don't know it yet.
