V1: Bleeding from my own trauma
Depression seeps deep into my skin
Black heartedness controls
I feel a shattering occur within
A chemical ignition
Hijacks my reflection
I am no longer whole
With these ill intentions
Laughter is like saw blades
Tearing through my limbs
Hope is just illusion
Staring, waiting for me to give
A question without importance
Remains unanswered as of late
For it has no real need
Just another pleasure turned to hate.
Cx2: My tears burn of acid
My breath unleashes the flame
My finger tips pierce like needles
My thoughts inflict artificial blame
My sorrows drown your homes
My anger crushes your sanity
My bones extend like lances
My words demolish your dignity.
V2: I've cried just trying
To forget every ounce of pain
For pain is a liquid
Like the oil of disdain
I'm so worthless it's pathetic
So much hate scorches my nerves
From all these short comings I face
I always refuse to learn
All of lifes beauty
I began to ignore
But once my world was open
My hopes again soared
But now that the clouds have returned
And the gates have closed to my paradise
I am left silenced once more
Always and ever forgetful to think twice
My arms take on physical shapes
Of the hate and anguish that I feel
I grow afraid of my own intentions
For my heart and mind may never heal
So my weapons remain dorment
Until the reasons become too strong
For when that day arrives
My self control and sympathy shall be gone...
CxR.
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